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09.29.02 - 11:09 p.m.
tomorrow i have a chance to do things differently. a few weeks ago i canceled out on giving a lecture because of this perpetual fear that all the world knows more than i ever will. and even if we're even in the knowledge department, my tongue-tiedness will forever betray me and make me look like the fool. well, there's no backing out now - 3:30PM tomorrow - i've already started preparing and i refuse to self-sabotage. i'm getting this durn degree to get out of the library and actually *DO* something positive to actively change lives. no better time to start like the present. i am not afraid to show my face -
MUSIC: hope grows
READING: self-doubt dwindling
FEELING:to enjoy rather than just endure
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