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01.24.04 - 2:26 a.m.
when you gonna make up your mind? when you gonna love you as much as i do? i'm turning 30 today at 12:13 PM to be exact. i never thought i'd live to see this day, and so coming up with something spectacular, much less memorable, continues to be challenging. for now, i'm going to just savor each hour of january 24th. savor and nuture, and infuse my self so that hopefully, finally, i will step confidently and proud. not just ready to face each new day, but determined to live each day with a purpose that sits like a lump in my throat, just bursting to get out into the world and BE. the lump is there, just buried so deep inside of me that i often don't feel it. i'm tired of going through the motions. i want to make goals and believe that they are attainable. to that end, i want to make a list of fantastic turnarounds and leaps and bounds into a future i champion as mine (instead of merely hanging on for dear life). enough with "acting as if"... god, to not circle but burn with purpose. please please please please, may my wings...healed from bruises, mended from breaks, now spread fully fearlessly and fly.
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